God & My Prayers

Listen iKnow the people that follow me on twitter no that iCan be very blunt & vulgar with my tweets & think 2 themselves oh na she can't be a Christian..well let me tell yu somethin' iAM! iHad an argument with somebody on my formspring about this..iHave been saved & iLove Jesus with ALL of my heart & he knows that & he knows where my heart is so thats all that really matters..HOWEVER iHave fallen back into my WORLDY WAYS that does not mean that i'm not tryna get back on track with him & live my life the way i'm supposed to..but why does it matter 2 yu? Thats between me & God & only he can judge me so all of the smart remarks need 2 stop. Now heres the real reason 4 this blog..Chile Hawaii & Haiti are all in danger & my WHOLE TIMELINE on twitter is about them but it's pissing me off becuz Haiti got hit only a few weeks back & people have stopped talking about it..it seems lyke the only time ppl pray 4 the ones in need is when something bad first happens then after a few weeks they 4get..well iPray 4 these less fortunate countries EVERYDAY not just when they get hit with an earthquake or another natural disaster..iPray 4 this whole WORLD..iPray 4 every little thing iFeel needs prayer including something as silly as the Ozone layer becuz of it's depletion..it sounds funny but it's important 4 me 2 think about everything thats going on. iPray 4 God 2 take away all of this poverty in America..anyone in need iPray 4. iPray 4 my friends my family myself my friends family their friends just EVERYONE the WHOLEEEE world becuz thats just the type of person iAm. So just remember if yur reading this blog don't just pray 4 someone when a natural disaster occurs. The person reading this blog might be going thru somethin' & iPray that God touches yur heart & blesses yu with any & everything yu & yur family r standing in need of..Keep yur head up & dry yur eyes honey everything is gonna be alright don't get discouraged God is always there 4 yu even if yu think he's not he said he would NEVER leave yu nor forsake yu & he doesn't break his promises so just hold onto faith & trust & believe & everything will be alright. iLove all of my brothers & sisters in Christ & even my enemies. Thank yu for reading & be blessed (=.

Black History Month

A Civil Rights march lead by the greatest African Americans known in history is too powerful for words. They sacrificed 4 the luxuries of blacks today & nothing will ever go unseen or unheard. Everyone from Martin Luther King Jr. to Malcolm X, yea Malcolm's perspective of freedom was different but it still gained respect. Rosa Parks so courageous on that bus, but yet us yung black children go right to the back in what seems to be a rush. Garret Morgan without him car accidents would be severe & drivers would be confused, look at all of the priveleges they gave but yet we continue to abuse. Madam C.J Walker whom without a womans beauty would still be but not as luminous as possible, And a mans desire from a woman would not be as plausible. Harriet Tubman so strong & intelligent with a beautiful & radiant soul, she inspires me so much in life with everything iDo in general not just my goals. Sojourner Truth my oh my what a wonderful abolitionist yu were, if she were around today iCan't imagine what a chill my bones would feel being around her. And now who ever thought the day would come when we would have a black president & one so mind blowing like Barack, so humble & graceful this path the others paved for him he never forgot. My respect for the beautiful people in our race is beyond anything iCould ever say or write, iJust wanna say thank yu for giving me a future so bright. I could go on forever about what this means to me but theres no need because in my heart black history is & will forever & always be.

"16 & Pregnant"

This blog is NOT about the show that comes on it's about me. When iWas young iGrew up with both of my parents until the age of 8 then my grandmother passed away & my father left my mother & I not even a year after she died. Needless 2 say that hurt me badly..Well since my father left, my mom was raising me the best way she knew how. I would see my dad on occasion up until iWas 14 iSaw him here & there. Well i'm almost 18 yrs old now. My mother loves me & iLove her but we don't get along all that great & she tends 2 do alot of hurtful things 2 me that hurt me 2 my soul & make my heart feel lyke she ripped it out of my chest & stomped on it because when someone close 2 yu lyke a parent does something 2 hurt yu, it hurts yu the most. So at the age of 16 iRebelled against her & lost my virginity. Wish iHadn't, iEnded up pregnant the FIRST time iHad sex & we used protection & iWas on birth control so before you say something smart lyke yu don't believe in condoms..WE USED ONE. Now, iAm not for abortion now & nor will iEVER be. iBelieve that if yu were woman enough 2 lay there on yur back yu should be woman enough 2 take care of yur responsibilities, & iDon't wanna hear the whole can't afford a baby issue cuz yu shoulda thought about that before yu had sex. So iTake full responsibility for my stupidity. Now my son's name is Jaiden D'Andre Dale. D.O.B 3/28/09. iLove him 2 DEATH & iWould die 4 him. He's my world & tho' iRegret losing my virginity before marriage iDon't regret having him cuz he's the best thing that ever happened 2 me. iJust wish iCould've had him after marriage. iWasn't thinking & i'm not justifying what iDid in any way but iDidn't have a real role model 2 prevent this from happening. So alright ya'll are probably wondering where my sons father is, right? Well this a very painful subject 4 me but i'm getting tired of repeating myself so here it is. He got shot when iWas 3 months pregnant & iDidn't even get the chance to tell him.. it's been hard but lyke Alicia Keys' song iAm a Super Woman =). iWork iGo 2 nursing school so i'm doing what iGotta do. Now to those stupid jerks out there that talk ish on my formspring & twitter about me being a young parent..Yu are NOT GOD so therefore yu cannot judge me & what yu say does not matter. This is something i'll have 2 take up with him on judgement day so plz just stop with the rude remarks & grow up. In conclusion iWould just lyke 2 say NOBODY is pefect but God & EVERYONE makes a dumb decision in life iWon't use the word "mistake" because my child is not a mistake..mommy loves yu Jaiden <33 ^_^. Thanks 4 reading everyone.

GREEN

Green is my absolute FAVORITE color yo! Whenever i'm mad iLook @ green & the troubles of the world melt away lol oh & iJust wanted 2 tell yu all that when iWrite a blog in green then that means it's a really silly almost pointless one ^_^ but sharing is caring so iDo it anyway lol. & yeaa about that social networking blog..-_- i'm back on twitter lol, go follow me @Fooleyx3. Anywho thats all 4 now kiddies x33

Taylor Swift

Alot of yu were upset that she won the most important Grammy of the evening..this blog is gonna be short & sweet. The only thing iWanna say to those ignorant remarks that were made about her is iLove her music she's a sweet girl she's very talented for a 17 yr old & iWill always like her music. So meanwhile yu guys r downing her but where is yur award? If yu don't lyke a persons music then say exactly that. Don't say iHate that bitch Taylor..how could yu hate her if yu don't know her personally? As much as iHATE Gucci Mane & Waka Flocka Lame's music iSay iHate their music not them as ppl cuz idk them they could be sweethearts (Kanye Shrug.) So thats all iHave to say..later x33

LEAVE CHRIS BROWN ALONE BITCHES!

i'm gonna start off by saying..iAm the definition of a die hard CB fan & i'm probably his #1 becuz i'm gonna get the words "iSteez" on 1 side of my hip & on the other side "MechanicalDummy." Thats how much iLOVE him. Yu might think it's stupid but guess what sweetie? idgaf!! =D Alright iHAD to post this blog becuz i'm SO effin' sick of everyone tryna put Chris down since the whole Rihanna sitcheeation lol. Don't get me wrong iDO NOT condone domestic violence AT ALL iLost an aunt to it & my little cousins had 2 witness my uncle beating their mother 2 death in front of them so do iThink it's ok 2 hit or even shake a female? HELL NO. HOWEVER iDo not think that it was fair for Rihanna to provoke him. Keep it 100 ppl theres only so much a person can take & if yu know the right words 2 hurt someone or infuriate them & yu know it'll really upset them, then yur just asking 2 get punched in the face. That story Rihanna told during that interview was a lie. Thats not what really happened that caused Chris to act a damn fool & lose his cool. She was saying some things to him about his step father beating his mother & she was saying 2 him what r yu gonna do hit me just lyke yur step dad hit yur mom? & she KEPT saying it so therefore iWould've beat her ass too haha na but seriously what should've happened was he should've pulled the car over & made that bitch walk whether they were on the highway or not at least he wouldn't be in this sticky situation now. But okay so we all know what happened was wrong whether she pissed him off or not BUT ppl this shit happened over a year ago LET IT GO! Why r yu letting what he did define his music? He's 1 of thee most talented yung ppl in the industry right now & YU KNOW IT! He's a great singer & he can dance his ass off. iWould never let a persons past effect the way iFeel about them today. That was then this is now & iCan honestly say that he seems lyke he has changed. Also yu know damn well that if he was an average joe off the street then the media would NOT have him on the hot seat for this long. There r women all around the world RIGHT NOW as im blogging being victims to domestic violence & it's far worse than what happened between Chris & RiRi. So let it go. iCould go on forever about how great of an artist he is but theres no need. xSigned______Fuck Chris Brown Hatersss :p______x

"Social Networking"

ALRIGHT well this blog is mainly gonna be about the site we all know & love called Twitter. B4 Twitter was created iWas a Myspace-aholic lol but thennn Twitter was born & iWas thee most ADDICTED tweeter known 2 man lol iHad 25k followers & it eventually began 2 consume my time so iJust recently gave my account away & i'm kinda pissed cuz iMiss it ALOT & iReally want it back but iCan't just say hey yea listen i'm gonna need my twitter back now lol he's not gonna have it & iDon't feel lyke creating a new 1 cuz then it'll take 4 frikin EVER 2 get back to 25k followers & i'm too lazy to work for em lol so now the only site i'm on is this 1. iMight make another twitter idk yet i'm still thinking about it iWill NEVER make a facebook & iGave away my myspace accounts but iCan get those back so yu might catch me on there again..dunno yet. But the point of this blog is to tell yu all how much iMiss my Twitter iWanna cryyy lol. You'll see many more blogs on how iFeel about things becuz i'm an open book whether the topic is stupid or not =] hehe well thats all for now. Toodlesss x33

How iGot the nickname "Fooley"

Okayy so yu guys r probably lyke wtf? FOOLEY?! -_- lol well see, my bestest friend Kelvin (Kevin) & iAre always calling each other names cuz he's an asshole & so am I ^_^ so one day he said something stupid as usualll :p & iCalled him a fool & then he called me "Fooley" & iSaid wth?! Fooley??? lol then iKinda liked it so iRan with it so yeahh from here on out whatever iDo on any kind of networking site iWill introduce myself as Fooley =D but my real name is Déja as in Déja voo but plz don't ever call me that iHate that with a passion >=[ but yahhh so this is my first blog & iJust wanted 2 let yu guys know how "Fooley" was born lol. Don't be strangers give me yur insight on my blogs (not this one obviously) but yea leave stuff x333 bye.